Monday, February 28, 2005
THE VALUE OF T I M EImagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with$86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day.
What wouldyou do? Draw out every cent, of course!!!!
Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. Itallows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow". You must live in the present on today's deposits.
Invest it so as to get from it the utmost inhealth, happiness, and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today.
To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train.
To realize the value of ONE SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident.
To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.
Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you share it with someone special, special enough to spend your time. And remember that time waits for no one.
~~~Time is too long for those who wait
Too short for those who grieve
But for those who love,
Time is not
Time for J !
-Anonymous
si Monyet @ 2/28/2005 09:58:00 AM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
I just wacthed AADC... again..I know I know... I'm such a sucker for romantic movies... hahahaand I went to yahoo search and looked up some poems from the movie... I found them:
Eh, tolongin dong kalo ada yang tau siapa sih band yang nyanyi di film itu... yg concert itu lho... gw mau lagunya. Sama judul lagunya sekalian yah... n lyric nya juga... atau link atau apa deh gitu... thx in advance
Ini puisinya Rangga yg menang lomba...
Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi... sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Ingin bingar aku mau dipasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja engkau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang ditembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai
Ini puisinya Rangga yang tentang Cinta, sebelon dia pergi
Perempuan
Perempuan datang atas nama cinta
Bunda pergi karena cinta
Digenangi air racun jingga adalah wajahmu
Seperti bulan lelap tidur dihatimu
Yang berdinding kelam dan kedinginan
Ada apa dengannya
Meninggalkan hati untuk dicaci
Baru sekali ini aku melihat karya surga dalam mata seorang hawa
Ada apa dengan cinta
Tapi aku pasti akan kembali
Dalam satu purnama
Untuk mempertanyakan kembali cintanya
Bukan untuknya
Bukan untuk siapa
Tapi untukku
Karena aku ingin kamu
Itu saja...
And now I'm gonna look for the song lyrics... hehehe... I want the songs but I don't wanna download them... my comp is messed up already without me downloading more stuff... so I'm gonna leave the song search to J da bomb...
Bimbang
Pertama kali aku tergugah dalam setiap kata yang kau ucap
bila malam tlah datang terkadang ingin ku tulis semua perasaan
kata orang rindu itu indah
namun bagiku ini menyiksa
sejenak ku fikirkan untuk ku benci saja dirimu
namun sulit ku membenci pejamkan mata bila kuingin bernafas lega
dalam anganku aku berada disatu persimpangan jalan
yang sulit ku pilih ku peluk semua indah hidupku
hikmah yang ku rasa sangat tulus
ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa
namun ada yang hilang separuh diriku
Hanya
Hanya dengan sedikit malu
akhirnya kau harus akui
keberadaan cintamu dalam hatiku
yang kau renangi rasa resah singgah bila terjadi perang emosi
kau dan aku dalam hati ku
terhibur bila senyum mahalmu merebak
jangan pernah menyanjung cinta
bila tak mengerti maknanya cinta
satu terindah dalam dirimu kini ada dijiwaku
ku ingin kan cerita cinta terindah
bagai di dalam dongeng percintaan
berhujan rindu asmara kita
akankah lama...
Ada Apa Dengan Cinta
Satu masa tlah terlewati
benci dan rindu merasuk di kalbu
ada apa dengan cintaku
sulit untuk aku ungkapkan semua
jangan pernah bibir tertutup
bicarakan semua yang kau rasakan
cinta itu kita yang rasa
bila sengsara hati kan merana wahai pujangga
cinta biar membelai indah
teladani kalbuku
jujurlah pada hatimu
ada apa dengan cinta
perbedaan aku dan engkau
biar menjadi bait dalam puisi cinta terindah
andai bumi terbelah dua
biar kita tetap saling berpeluk
si Monyet @ 2/27/2005 09:26:00 PM
baru download Japanese software neh... kerennnn... ternyata gw masih inget apa yg gw pelajarin 4 taon lalu! yayyyy I'm good! hahaha
si Monyet @ 2/27/2005 12:16:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Gini neh gw kalo lagi mesti ngerjain tugas, malah browsing2 n ngerjain yg macem2... self-handicapping theory in social psychology... hahaha.. good one! But since I am the GREATEST, I've finally finished my essay... YAYYYY!I was thinking it would be great to put up pics of my old frens, old school, relatives, stuff like that... I'm sorry that I can't put everyone's pics here and that I don't have everyone's pics... so don't be offended alrite... so here they are... enjoy
Azalea Sheila V. S. my best fren in highschool.... until she left UFCC for Murdoch... she's intelligent, social, cool, funky, an awesome gurl... We shared some beautiful moments from Max the robot, sleepovers, canoeing, sailing, beach, picnic, jellyfish-killing (she assured me that it was ok to kill all those jellyfish... I still feel bad! Oh man! She tricked me into crying on April fool's day, tricked me into eating fresh-from-the-tree olive) pretty much everything fun that I did from grades 9-11 was with her.
Fifi, Fiona, with her ever-so-good bf, Mikey... a calm-lookin gal, but crazy in reality... she's an awesome fren n neighbor... very smart, funny, wild... Our jogging times in the cold, gym, swimming, house visits, outings, tobboganning, shopping.. she truly is DA BOMB. All I wanna say is, my life in Toronto wouldn't be worthwhile without her as a part of my life. Luv ya quirky gal ^.~
Alicia my cute shortie cousin in Montreal n boyfren James. Alice is sooo much fun n loud n funky
Maureen, Maw2... she's so hawt! we were best frens in grade 6... n then we fell apart for about 7-8 yrs I think... and rediscovered our frenship last yr... when I joined frenster. We've gone thru so much and it's impossible to describe them. One of the many things I admire about her is her honesty and straight-forward attitude. u go gal!
Karenina, Nina... ain't she pretty! this tall cute gal was my best fren in grade 8. She's feminine (althought she thinks otherwise) n skinny... no matter how much she eats, she can't put on some pounds... must feel good being her, huh! She's now mature and independent... god 4 ya... Guys, she's still single
Alex (goes to U of Toronto part time, recently moved from Quebec to Toronto to study n be near Ika...awww) my distant relative (not sure uncle or cousin) n girlfren Ika. Ika goes to Uni of Toronto but I rarely see her.
Aying n Lia my highschool frens back in UFCC. Lia ini yg bikin gw addicted to Mira W n novel2 Indo yg bermutu selama kita di highschool. She's a very very talented piano player... one of the best in Western Australia! I miss out quality talks about life n everything else...
Amanda Sierra... Tykuz... she's gorgeous! A model and singer... used to sing alongside her in UFCC for a few years in the Chamber Choir n the Senior Choir... proud to have been a soprano with her... she's sooo talented! I wouldn't be confident performing without her next to me in the front line... She's truly gifted! We used to make fun of her being so tiny n not-so-tall and she's such a sport...
My memorable high school in Oz (4 yrs, grades 9-12)
Donna... temen smp... sooo cute huh! believe it or not, she's 21! She's so innocent, nice, n funny.
Fidelia... temen curhat n gossip yg paling asik n seru... me n Fidel go waaay back to smp 2... sekarang email2an terus.
Ivonne... she goes to u of Toronto also... has a bf named Alex (who also goes to u of T... he wants to be a doctor). She's in my world religion class so I see her twice a week. She's talkative, smart, funny, and cute.
Isvara, or Vara... she's my good fren in St. Mark's int'l college in Perth in '97. She's such a kiddie, cute, loud, fun, smart, good-lookin...as u can all see. We shared some memorable times, used to go to her house all the time.
Jojon, Jon... My loyal fishing fren in Perth back in the old days... he's now a very good boy hahaha.
Liza Gendo... best fren in grades 3-5... n then I moved school. She's mixed German-Balinese... or sumthin like that... si bule satu ini tomboy abis. She's always running around, could never stay still... very active girl.
Marbung, Maria Bunga, Selavi... u can call her anything! my senior in Sang Timur in junior high... met her again in St. Mark's in Perth... n she kindly accompanied me fishin with the guys so I wouldn't be the only gal...awww... so nice. She's so alive, active, cheerful, nice, smart, independent, pretty, charming... the whole package! She went out with Jojon there for a while I think.
Novi, one of my housemates when I first came to Perth n lived in homestay at om Teddy's. She's such a kind frenly person... I don't think I'd be able to handle it without her guidance n help. She's just an angel.
yuli, Yuliana, Bule... with bf Aldrin. She's so adorable and ever-so-kind... frenly, generous, gentle... funny... talented artist... she's such a beautiful person. Aldrin, u're so lucky to have her love! She used to draw Sailor moon and Tuxedo Mask for her frens back in grade 8... she's so naive n innocent and sincere.
You know what, I'd better stop now... it's 12.30 am and I should sleep! I've known a lot of GREAT, AWESOME, talented people in my life and I thank God for making them cross my path and leave a mark in my life ... you're all a part of my past n my memories n the person that I am today... and I cherish the knowledge of having known y'all... it's been a great honor! Thank you guys n gals for everything... Luv ya all ^.~
si Monyet @ 2/23/2005 11:23:00 PM
something about loving a girl.. so sweet... source: Alicia's bulletin board posting in friendster
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around. Love her for who she is. She's special & she will stay that way. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love her whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her, not play with her.
If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels. Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more. It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love. Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last. Remember, INSECURITY. Promise her & make sure you never break it. Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love.
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. If it's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels? She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, a girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...
si Monyet @ 2/23/2005 08:07:00 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
MEMO FROM GODI am God. Today I will be handling all your problems. Please remember that I DO NOTneed your help.
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box…
Allsituations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.
Once the matter has been placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it.
Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life right now…
If you find yourself stuck in traffic, do not despair…
There are people in this worldfor whom driving is an unheard of privilege.
When you have a bad day @ work; think of the people who have been out of work for years
Should you despair over a relationship gone bad… think of the people who have never known what it’s like to love and be loved in return.
Should you grieve the passing of another weekend…think of the woman in dire straits,working 12 hours a day, 7 days a week to feed her children.
Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance and no phonearound…think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.
Should you notice a gray hair in the mirror…think of the cancer patient in chemo whowishes he/she had hair to examine.
Should you find yourself @ a loss and pondering what life is all about, askingyourself, “What is my purpose in life?”…Be thankful…there are a lot of people whodidn’t live long enough to get the opportunity.
Should you find yourself the victim of other people’s bitterness, ignorance,smallness or insecurities…remember, things could be worse…you could be one of those horrible people.
source: email from 2 yrs ago ^.^
si Monyet @ 2/22/2005 06:30:00 PM
MENGAPA MINUM AIR PUTIH BANYAK-BANYAK...?
Ada satu pertanyaan yang masuk ke mailbox saya, yaitu "Mengapa harus minum air putih banyak-banyak..?
"Well, sebenarnya jawabannya cukup "mengerikan" tetapi karena sebuah pertanyaan jujur harus dijawab dengan jujur, maka topik tersebut saya tampilkan dalam rubrik De Facto hari ini.
Kira-kira 80% tubuh manusia terdiri dari air. Malah ada beberapa bagian tubuh kita yang memiliki kadar air di atas 80%. Dua organ paling penting dengan kadar air di atas 80% adalah : Otak dan Darah. !! Otak memiliki komponen air sebanyak 90%, Sementara darah memiliki Komponen air 95%.
Jatah minum manusia normal sedikitnya adalah 2 liter sehari atau 8 gelas sehari. Jumlah di atas harus ditambah bila anda seorang perokok. Air sebanyak itu diperlukan untuk mengganti cairan yang keluar dari tubuh kita lewat air seni, keringat, pernapasan, dan sekresi. Apa yang terjadi bila kita mengkonsumsi kurang dari 2 liter sehari...? Tentu tubuh akan menyeimbangkan diri. Caranya...? Dengan jalan "menyedot" air dari komponen tubuh sendiri. Dari otak...? Belum sampai segitunya (wihh...bayangkan otak kering gimana jadinya...), melainkan dari sumber terdekat : Darah. !!
Darah yang disedot airnya akan menjadi kental. Akibat pengentalan darah ini, maka perjalanannya akan kurang lancar ketimbang yang encer. Saat melewati ginjal (tempat menyaring racun dari darah) Ginjal akan bekerja extra keras menyaring darah. Dan karenam saringan dalam ginjal halus, tidak jarang darah yang kental bisa menyebabkan perobekan pada glomerulus ginjal. Akibatnya, air seni anda berwarna kemerahan, tanda mulai bocornya saringan ginjal.
Bila dibiarkan terus menerus, anda mungkin suatu saat harus menghabiskan 400.000 rupiah seminggu untuk cuci darah Eh, tadi saya sudah bicara tentang otak 'kan...? Nah saat darah kental mengalir lewat otak, perjalanannya agak terhambat. Otak tidak lagi "encer", dan karena sel-sel otak adalah yang paling boros mengkonsumsi makanan dan oksigen, Lambatnya aliran darah ini bisa menyebabkan sel-sel otak cepat mati atau tidak berfungsi sebagaimana mestinya.. (ya wajarlah namanya juga kurang makan...)
Bila ini ditambah dengan penyakit jantung (yang juga kerjanya tambah berat bila darah mengental...), maka serangan stroke bisa lebih lekas datang.Sekarang tinggal anda pilih : melakukan "investasi" dengan minum sedikitnya 8 gelas sehari - atau- "membayar bunga" lewat sakit ginjal atau stroke
source: Boncos's blog... check out my link, it's there...
si Monyet @ 2/22/2005 06:17:00 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
Snow snow... *sigh*It was snowing really hard last night... with the wind and the whole package... this morning... oh man! It was soo thick ... sampe mau copot bahu gw shovel snow sendirian (dad's gone to work, bro is at school)
So yeah... I thought I'd never see a clear driveway... the snow truck cleaned the road alrite but dumped the rest in front of people's houses! dammit... so it's 3 times more work...
Sister is sick... very sick... mommy's sick also... very sick... I have to survive this... I have an exam! Huaaaa... can't be sick.. please God...
This is how it looks today...
si Monyet @ 2/21/2005 05:49:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Snow falls... lovelyDingin banget neh... snowing lagi snowing lagi... *sigh* kapan spring yaaa... udah kangen sama panas teriknya matahari. Emang manusia gak pernah bersyukur yah, panas maunya dingin... eh udah dikasih dingin maunya panas... capek bgt jd Tuhan yah... sorry God...
Abis nonton "Raise your voice" with my little sister... Hillary Duff CANNOT sing! OMG... she's terrible! Her acting is so so... nothing to be proud of... she's trying sooo hard to look cute n adorable... uuuggghhh! The story was pretty emotional though... I have to give some credits for moving the audience emotionally... I dropped a tear... my sister cried like 3 times! hahaha... we're such suckers! Now I gotta get back to my essay... darn... oh well.. c'est la vie >(^.^)<
si Monyet @ 2/20/2005 02:01:00 PM
Reasons to Love
Lady: Why do you like me?Why do youlove me?
Man: I can't tell the reason... But I really likeyou...
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... How can you say you like me? How can you say youlove me?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I canprove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me thereason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her, but not you!
Man: OK...OK!!! Erm...because you are beautiful,because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements...
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and was in a comma.The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Dearest, because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern then I like you... Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you... Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
Does love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you...
And love doesn't needa reason
"When loving someone ... never regret what you do ... Only regret what you didn't do"
source:email
si Monyet @ 2/20/2005 12:46:00 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
Staff Meeting Feb 17We had an awesome staff meeting followed by bowling.. too bad Marina n Sam couldn't join us. Marina was feeling nauseous and Sam had to sleep cuz he's opening the store int he morning. I got home at about 1 am... my thumb hurts... sooo tired...
Alas, when I got home, my fatigue left me! So I downloaded the pics of everyone, minus me...
It's great knowing all of u guys n gals... U rock! We rock each other's world ^.~ So here are the pics ... GO 317!
For a complete pic, go to http://ca.f2.pg.briefcase.yahoo.com/cmi_83
Enjoy!
Melissa, Marina, Steve, Sam, n Sandi --> the Cancer group... all together in the Cancer mobile hahaha... bad smokers u guys!
F U 2...We still luv ya Dorothy!
Mel just wanna know what it feels like to touch the Oscar hahaha... Rrrrr
Havin some fun there Rhob? Geez...what is it with the staff??? u guys all horny or sumthin'?
There are some more awesome ones but I can't put them all up here... so just go to the website, alrite... ciaoo
si Monyet @ 2/18/2005 02:16:00 AM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
The Notebook/Les Pages de Notre Amour
Just watched "The Notebook" OMG.... soooo good! excellent acting, plot.... scenery... everything... the basic plot may seem ordinary... but it was done in such an excellent way... all the right casts, the right lines... Oh.. I was blown away!
If you wanna know true love... what it's like... then watch it... by the end of the movie, I was crying hard... it was sooo beautiful... how Noah can love Allie like that... "until death do us part" is really no kidding!
The English title "The Notebook" doesn't do the movie justice... the French translation is much more accurate-"The Pages of Our love"! Mon dieu... c'est tres excellent! *sigh* I'm speechless... you know what, if I hadn't anaylzed the movie and seen it with critical eyes, I would have cried ten times harder (like I used to cry so hard when I watched anything emotionally moving, even Beauty n the Beast, a cartoon!)
Lon's love for Allie was also very sincere... that he sacrificed his own happiness for Allie's happiness. He'd rather suffer himself than see Allie suffer. Sometimes love just ain't enough... Because Allie loved both men... but she had to choose... either way, someone will get hurt.
Love itself is a miracle... with love, anything is possible... you can make it do anything you want. *sigh* It ain't easy, but if your love for each other is true, then you will work it out and be happy together.
Well, I don't wanna ruin it for all of ya... so... just go watch it and see for yourself... ^.~
Geez if I carry on, I'm gonna be crying all over again... so I'd better go to sleep. Make sure you watch it.... and I'm gonna buy the DVD so I can watch it over n over again n cry over n over again.... Aww come on, Mathilda... suck it up!
si Monyet @ 2/16/2005 11:20:00 PM
BACOT
Gimana yah kalo org tuh dipaksa mesti ngomong Luv2-an n miss2-an??? kasian bgt... yah mesti dr hati lah... don't every say it if u don't mean it... Gw gak pernah maksa kok... kok merasa mesti getu yak??? hihihihi bacotttt loo J
lagi dengerin "Patty Smith"-Sometimes love just ain't enough... "There's a danger in loving somebody too much... baby sometimes love just ain't enough"
Take it easy babe... u're ready when u're ready... don't push it... "jalanin" kan mottonya...lupa yaaaa
gonna go wacth the Notebook (Les Pages de Notre Amour) gak nyambung kan yah tuh French translations nya... hahaha dodol sih yg translate nye... "The Pages of Our love" justru tuh judul lebih bagus... hmmm
Mandi dulu kali ye... baru pulang kerja dah langsung ke compie.. gara2 seharian ditungguin ama Mr. J... kerja bosen setengah mampus, sms mulu jadinya... sampe ampir gila saking bosennya... Eh gw jahat lho tadi, J sampe telat bobonya gara2 gwnya lagi asshole mode... huahaha... n dianya juga ikut2an getu... ya udah deh... jadi sama2 asshole gak boleh dimasukin ke ati yeee-->kata J... Yesh bossh.. whatever u say bossh *ngakak*
I'm gonna be busy until Sunday... so we're gonna be total assholes when we talk again. Somethin 2 look forward 2, rite? ^.~
Lots of L n H,
bocah ajaib >(^o^)<
si Monyet @ 2/16/2005 08:53:00 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
I was totally humiliated today (luckily only to one person, not a whole audience)... cuz of my stupid cellphone... dammit... if it wasn't an expensive and a good phone, I would have thrown it into a river or sumthin... uuuggghhhhLet's just say that 5 layers of my pride came off today... and thank God I have tomorrow to recover... phew! Enuff humiliation to last me a year at least!
si Monyet @ 2/15/2005 09:23:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Happy Valentine's day everyone...
Just wanna wish y'all a very wonderful Valentine's day with loved ones (family, frens, lover, etc)I don't see Valentine's day as that special a day, cuz like J said, everyday is for loving, everyday is Valentine's day...
But this day is one good reason to show your loved ones how much u care about them... go out of ur way to make them happy.... blablabla...
So yeah... Have a fUntastic day everyone! God bless ^.~
si Monyet @ 2/13/2005 11:59:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Lucuuuu banget deh.. baca dehhhADAM SANDLER LYRICS
"Crazy Love"
[Adam:] You don't mind that I think everybody's a robot and all my conversations are being recorded
[Lisa:] And you don't mind that all of my pants are way too short on me
and I also stabbed someone with a pair of scissors a long time ago (ha-ha-ha)
[Adam:] And you don't care that I collect dead animals from the side
of the road then pretend they're alive and think I'm a famous football player
[Lisa:] And you don't have a problem with me
when I follow people I've never met before and force them to look
at the portrait of Neil Diamond I have tattooed on my back
[Adam:] It's very pretty, baby
[Both:]
Well you must have been sent from above
You're all that I can think of
You're just as psychotic as me
My crazy love[Adam:] Well it never bothers you when I wear my snowsuit
to bed every night and I make you speak in tongues to me until I fall asleep
[Lisa:] Blah bloo blah bloo bloo
[Adam:] Thank you
[Lisa:] And you don't make fun of me 'cause I still make out
with my stepfather and I also tell everyone I was on a UFO
for two and a half years
[Adam:] I believe you sugarpie
[Both:]
'Cause our love is right on track
I'm yours, your mine it's a fact
Don't forget to take your Prozac
My crazy love[Adam:] Well yesterday I tickled a man who wasn't even there
[Lisa:] Oh three days before that I ran down the street in my
Wonder Woman underwear
[Adam:] I didn't care Babe I know I never had a job 'cause I'm afraid
to talk to people 'cause I know that they're all robots who are seeking information
[Lisa:] They can't fool you sweetheart
And I know that you know that I'm the one who burned my cousin
Chester's house to the ground but you told the cops we were out
ballroom dancing when the came and questioned you
[Adam:] I ain't no fink, dollface
[Both:]
'Cause we know that it's true
Only I could love you
We both eat with our hands
My crazy love
[Lisa:] My crazy, crazy love
[spoken to end]
[Adam:] Oh I wish everybody was dead except for you, baby
[Lisa:] I feel the same way Would you throw some macaroni on me?
[Adam:] Oh yeah, here you go[splurt]
sounds familiar J???? hahaha
si Monyet @ 2/12/2005 11:26:00 PM
I went to www.fupei.com, encountered this question in the forum "who wants to marry u?" I think the question is kinda off... sorry Edward, I'm modifying it... into "Who are you looking for, if you're looking at all?"
I want (not need, mark the difference...) someone who gives me my own space... someone who lets me be who I am n who I'm working towards being... someone who appreciates me for who I am... all my pluses n minuses... someone who appreciates my independence, stubbornness, and my passion for learning...
Someone who can stand my arguments... who can "conquer" me... who can make me smile a lot (as if I'm not already!)... someone intelligent (in many aspects of life), someone who knows what he's doing... who has principles and stand up for what he believes in...someone who doesn't wanna be waited upon...but have tendencies to serve rather than be served...
Someone who treats me like an adult, but knows when n how to treat me like a princess ;) (cuz all girls are princesses) Someone who knows when I'm serious or when I'm just foolin around... Basically someone whom u're comfortable being yourself with...
I think true love is when u can accept n love the whole being of the other person... with his/her faults ... u have to be able to love that person when he/she is sick or not as beautiful/handsome as they use to be... cuz u never know what will happen in life... say the next morning u wake up and u can't walk...paralyzed... will your bf/gf/husband/wife still love u n stand by u??? when u're all wrinkled and ugly and not as much fun as u use to be... will he/she stand by u n love u thru it all???
These are the questions u must ask when u must decide whether or not to marry/keep him/her...
There's a saying that goes something like this "don't marry someone you can live with, but someone u can't live without" I think it's simply wrong... if u can't live without him/her... how r u gonna carry on living when he/she dies??? u have to be able to live with or without him/her... besides, u've been living all these yrs without that person...
for me, it's like this... I'm happy as I am... with my life, with myself... and if I end up with the "right" man, he's going to complete my happiness... but he's not going to be my reason for me being happy... he's gonna make me feel happier... but I will still be happy with or without him...
see, this way, you don't attract guys who take advantage of u..cuz u can simply say "the hell with ya... u ain't treating me like shit!" u're not someone they can mess with... when u're secure n happy, u will be happy n blessed... n u will say "la vie est belle!"
Love is about bringing out the best in each other... acceptance and working things out... being a better person voluntarily...
I think I've found what I'm looking for in a man in J... but I'm still young and I'm not ready to commit (marriage-wise)..I've got a longgg way to go... so I'm just gonna live life as best I know how n enjoy every moment of happiness... cuz... life is a gift from God...it's a blessing. Things will work out for the best... I believe that.
si Monyet @ 2/12/2005 09:29:00 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
Gila neh gw jadi rajin mosting gini...Ceritanya kan gw minggu ini tuh kerjaannya nyetirrr mulu dah... ke Aurora... daerah elite getu (utk latihan G-test gw)... yg rumah2nya harganya millions of dollars getu... rumah2 diatas bukit, yg dikelilingin pohon2 (yg sekarang botak krn winter), n jarak dr rumah ke rumah tuh jauh2 gitu... pokoknya rasa hati tuh damaiiiiiiiiiiiiii tak terkira, man... gw gak pengen pulang tuh... semua beban pikiran tuh ilang..pleng! sunyi, damai, tentram, sejuk (dingin deng), pemandangan bagusssssss dah pokoknya...
trus trus... sekarang mesti belajar.. besok pagi (iya, Sabtu pagi!) exam gw.. jam 9... ada gak siiihhh prof ngasih exam hari Sabtu! uuuggghhhh! dah gitu gw libur 1 minggu (reading week)... gw rencana mau ajarin bokap gw buat G-test nya dia gara2 dia gak bisa ikut gw latihan minggu ini... jadi gw mesti ajarin dia trick2nye... hihihihihi mudah2an gw lulus dah... tadi sih udah practice test getu n dia bilang gw lulus (kalo misalnya tadi itu test beneran) cuman yg jd problem tuh, gw speeding mulu di daerah yg speed limitnya 50 km/hr... hehehe.. susah gila.. dr 80 km/hr tau2 langsung turun ke 50! uggghhhh mana drivers disekeliling gw pada zoom zoom... kan gw kayak gak jalan mobilnya perasaan... hehehe
trus td kan sambil nungguin temen, gw ke cafe dulu, beli hot chocolate ...tp salah mencet container, kepencet coffee...jd gw campur...n jadilah Coffee-Choco hihihihi gw gak minum coffee...too strong for me.. gw jd too alert n gak bisa diem (udah kayak cacing kepanasan gini tambah lagi minum kopi jd hyper!)
biasanya kalo di campus sih gw minum cappuccino (English Toffee or French Vanilla), dicampur hot chocolate.. wangiiinyaaaa gileee... hehehe
oh iya... kan ceritanya gw lagi di cafe neh yah ceritanya... trus2 ada 2 cowo yg lagi ngobrol soal agama getu... was wwis wus wes wos... gw yg lagi berusaha belajar jadi BT... ya udah aja gw keluar... masuk mobil n nunggu disitu... cuman tahan 45 menit gw..dah gitu mulai gretek2 gigi gw..kedinginan... huehehe tp untung dah gitu temen gw balik dr latihannya dia (iya neh...ber-3 mau G-test sama2, hari yg sama juga...hihihihi)selama nunggu itu gw sms-an mulu... hihihihi..mau dibeliin tiket ke NL ama si J hahahaha.. gila kali si J... hr libur aja kagak ada, trus visa aja gak ada... hihihi becanda kan lo yah hond??? hehehe
trus gw pulang... n nulis email... eh, trus nulis di SB si J, pas gw klik "post", dia pas baru selse nulis blog.. bareng getu.. trus pas gw nulis email ke dia, dia juga nulis email ke gw... huahahaa... gw gak chatting hr ini... pantang chatting setiap Jumat... susah bener rasanya... makanya gw pilih pantang chatting hehehe
sekarang gw mau belajar... duh, laen kali gw ke Aurora gw bawa foto ahhhhhhhhhhh... gilaaaa rumah2 kayak istana getuuu... serasa di negeri dongeng! hihihi
si Monyet @ 2/11/2005 03:10:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Jarak HatiSuatu hari sang guru bertanya kepada murid-muridnya: "Mengapa ketika seseorang sedang dalam keadaan marah, ia akan berbicara dengan suara kuat atau berteriak?" Seorang murid setelah berpikir cukup lama mengangkat tangan dan menjawab: "Karena saat seperti itu ia telah kehilangan kesabaran, karena itu ia lalu berteriak."
"Tapi..." sang guru balik bertanya,"lawan bicaranya justru berada di sampingnya. Mengapa harus berteriak? Apakah ia tak dapat berbicara secara halus?"
Hampir semua murid memberikan sejumlah alasan yang dikira benar menurut pertimbangan mereka. Namun tak satupun jawaban yang memuaskan.
Sang guru lalu berkata:
"Ketika dua orang sedang berada dalam situasi kemarahan, jarak antara ke dua hati mereka menjadi amat jauh walau secara fisik mereka begitu dekat. Karena itu, untuk mencapai jarak yang demikian, mereka harus berteriak. Namun anehnya, semakin keras mereka berteriak, semakin pula mereka menjadi marah dan dengan sendirinya jarak hati yang ada di antara keduanya pun menjadi lebih jauh lagi. Karena itu mereka terpaksa berteriak lebih keras lagi."
Sang guru masih melanjutkan:
"Sebaliknya, apa yang terjadi ketika dua orang saling jatuh cinta? Mereka tak hanya tidak berteriak, namun ketika mereka berbicara suara yang keluar dari mulut mereka begitu halus dan kecil. Sehalus apapun, keduanya bisa mendengarkannya dengan begitu jelas. Mengapa demikian?"
Sang guru bertanya sambil memperhatikan para muridnya. Mereka nampak berpikir amat dalam namun tak satupun berani memberikan jawaban. "Karena hati mereka begitu dekat, hati mereka tak berjarak. Pada akhirnya sepatah katapun tak perlu diucapkan. Sebuah pandangan mata saja amatlah cukup membuat mereka memahami apa yang ingin mereka sampaikan."
Sang guru masih melanjutkan:
"Ketika anda sedang dilanda kemarahan, janganlah hatimu menciptakan jarak. Lebih lagi hendaknya kamu tidak mengucapkan kata yang mendatangkan jarak di antara kamu. Mungkin di saat seperti itu, tak mengucapkan kata-kata mungkin merupakan cara yang bijaksana. Karena waktu akan membantu anda."
cited in: http://achristine1.blogspot.com/
si Monyet @ 2/10/2005 08:48:00 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Wonderful tips for your own goodImportant and Very Useful - Financial - Precautions You should take.
It really is a shame that we have come to the point that we have to worry
about identity theft but alas that is the case.The following sent to me by a
friend is something that I found interesting and useful. Many simple things
one can do to deter identity theft. I hope it helpful to you.
ATTORNEY'S ADVICE -- NO CHARGE:- Read this and make a copy for your
files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take
some of his advice!
A corporate attorney sent the following out to the employees in his
company.
1. The next time you order checks have only your initials (instead of
first name) and last name put on them. If someone takes your checkbook,
they will not know if you sign your checks with just your initials or
your first name, but your bank will know how you sign your checks.
2. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID
REQUIRED".
3. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO
NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just
put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of
the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes
through all the check processing channels won't have access to it.
4. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home phone.
If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not
have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on
your checks. (DUH!) You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have
it printed, anyone can get it.
5. Place the contents of your wallet on a photocopy machine. Do both
sides of each license, credit card, etc. You will know what you had in
your wallet and all of the account numbers and phone numbers to call
and cancel. Keep the photocopy in a safe place. I also carry a
photocopy of my passport when I travel either here or abroad. We've all
heard horror stories about fraud that's committed on us in stealing a
name, address, Social Security number, credit cards.
Unfortunately, I, an attorney, have firsthand knowledge because my
wallet was stolen last month. Within a week, the thieve(s) ordered an
expensive monthly cell phone package, applied for a VISA credit card,
had a credit line approved to buy a Gateway computer, received a PIN
number from DMV to change my driving record information online, and
more. But here's some critical information to limit the damage in case
this happens to you or someone you know:
1. We have been told we should cancel our credit cards immediately.
But the key is having the toll free numbers and your card numbers handy
so you know whom to call. Keep those where you can find them.
2. File a police report immediately in the jurisdiction where your
credit cards, etc., were stolen. This proves to credit providers you
were diligent, and this is a first step toward an investigation (if
there ever is one).
But here's what is perhaps most important of all : (I never even
thought to do this.)
3. Call the 3 national credit reporting organizations immediately to
place a fraud alert on your name and Social Security number. I had
never heard of doing that until advised by a bank that called to tell me
an application for credit was made over the Internet in my name. The
alert means any company that checks your credit knows your information
was stolen, and they have to contact you by phone to authorize new
credit. By the time I was advised to do this, almost two weeks after
the theft, all the damage had been done. There are records of all the
credit checks initiated by the thieves' purchases, none of which I knew
about before placing the alert. Since then, no additional damage has
been done, and the thieves threw my wallet away. This weekend (someone
turned it in). It seems to have stopped them dead in their tracks.
Now, here are the numbers you always need to contact about your
wallet, etc., has been stolen:
1.) Equifax: 1-800-525-6285
2.) Experian (formerly TRW): 1-888-397-3742
3.) Trans Union: 1-800-680-7289
4.) Social Security Administration (fraud line): 1-800-269-0271
We pass along jokes on the Internet; we pass along just about
everything. But if you are willing to pass this information along, it
could really help someone that you care about.
si Monyet @ 2/09/2005 08:14:00 PM
Another unproductive day...
They say you've a heart of stone
you've no emotions whatsoever
But baby they're wrong
You've shown them
What you're capable of
They say unlucky is the gal
Who ends up with you
But I say
unlucky is the gal
Who doesn't end up with you
Is this gonna last
Forever, hopefully
We'll never know
If our love is true
It can move mountains, you say
Used to think
what a jerk you were
Went thru my diary
To an entry about you
Which was my last entry
They say you've a heart of stone
you've no emotions whatsoever
But baby they're wrong
You're none of those things
You're special and unique
Used to think
what a jerk you were
But I saw thru it
I see gentleness
And a love so great
They say you've a heart of stone
you've no emotions whatsoever
But you ain't that way with me
Isn't it funny how people
can be changed for the better...
Thank you for
everything
But especially for
being the way you are...
With me
100% by Mathilda
Gtg to school now...
si Monyet @ 2/09/2005 11:52:00 AM
Words of wisdom...
A man who doubts his own strength and independence might boost his masculine image (his ego) by proclaiming women to be pitifully weak and dependent.
Men with low self-acceptance disliked strong, nontraditional women (cuz they feel threatened and insecure). Men with high self-acceptance preferred them.
Whoever is dissatisfied with him/herself is always ready for revenge (Nietzche, The Gay Science).
Passionate love is in many ways an altered state of consciousness... In many states today, there are laws that a person must NOT be in an intoxicated condition when marrying... But passionate love is a kind of intoxication (Roy Baumeister, Meanings of Life, 1991).
si Monyet @ 2/09/2005 01:42:00 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
I bought this fridge magnet, containing the writing below... I modified them a little bit, to make them easier to understand. I thought these rules are sweet and when applied, can be really effective. Have fun trying them out... ^.~Rules for a happy relationship
1. Never be angry at the same time
2. Never shout at each other unless it's a tragedy, e.g., your house is on fire
3. If one of you has to win an argument, let it be the other person
4. Criticize lovingly
5. Never bring up past mistakes
6. Neglect the whole world rather than each other
7. Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled
8. Compliment each other at least once a day
9. When you have done something wrong, be ready to admit it and apologize
10. It takes 2 to make a quarrell and the one in the wrong usually does most of the talking.
11. (my addition) Let trust be the base of the relationship.
si Monyet @ 2/08/2005 11:12:00 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
Marriage article that I got sometime last year... all this are very very true... just look all around u... so, I hope u can learn something new by reading this... ^.^Is Your Marriage Ripe for an Affair?
Five surprising warning signs.
Why Spouses Stray
Quick, answer this question with the first thing that comes to mind: If you were worried that your spouse might stray, what would you do to prevent it? Maybe your knee-jerk response is: "I'd lose 20 pounds and upgrade my wardrobe." Or, "I would shower my spouse with expensive gifts." Or, "I would be extra attentive to my spouse so she would realize how good she has it." If your answer resembled any of those above, bad news: you're on the wrong track. According to Los Angeles-based psychotherapist Morrie Shechtman, you've bought into a common misconception about what causes affairs in the first place.
"Most people assume that people have affairs with someone more attractive, sexier, or richer than their spouse," says Shechtman, coauthor along with his wife and business partner, Arleah, of Love in the Present Tense: How to Have a High Intimacy, Low Maintenance Marriage (Bull Publishing Company, 2004). "Despite the cliches -- the midlife crisis situation where the husband runs off with his much younger secretary, for instance -- that's not what infidelity is about. People who cheat generally choose someone busier and more goal-oriented than their current partner. Someone more interesting, in other words."
"You have to keep reminding him how lucky he is to have you," says Sherry Argov, author of Why Men Love Bitches: From Doormat to Dreamgirl: A Woman's Guide to Holding Her Own in a Relationship (Adams Media Corporation, 2002). "All the propaganda in the world tells us 'keep your man,' 'hold on to your man,' 'jump through hoops for your man,' but your attitude should be 'If you want to go, I'll help you pack'...Healthy mutual respect is the best immune system in a relationship."
"That's right," adds Shechtman. He says that the harsh truth is that when one spouse strays, it's probably because the other spouse has become, well...boring. So, focusing on your appearance or attempting to please your partner completely misses the point.
5 Warning Signs
Shechtman offers the following warning signs that your marriage may be ripe for an affair:
1. You don't challenge each other. Unconditional acceptance is a myth. Healthy marriages require a mutual willingness to challenge and be challenged. An "Oh, I'll let the little woman do whatever makes her happy" attitude can be condescending and harmful. If your partner lounges around in her bathrobe watching TV every day and you say nothing, then you're not invested in her well-being. Maybe she's depressed. Maybe she's sick. Maybe she's succumbing to laziness. Regardless, the message that she gets loud and clear from your silence is that you don't care. Not only do you have the right to make reasonable demands on your partner, you have the obligation to do so.
2. You and your partner have become an amoeba. Getting married does not mean morphing into a single person with the same interests, hobbies, and friends. If you and your spouse do everything together, something's wrong. "If your partner is not allowed to have a life of her own, she will eventually become resentful," says Shechtman. "Similarly, if you're over-interested in her life, wanting to know or be involved in every detail, she will feel intruded upon and smothered. True intimacy requires two people having independent lives, not two people living through each other. The best marriages are low-maintenance marriages."
3. One person selflessly lives for the other. Shechtman likes to tell the story of Bernard, a heart surgeon, and Stacy, the wife who selflessly devoted herself to him. She supported him through medical school. She stayed home and raised his kids. She prepared gourmet meals for him, often complete with heart-shaped ice cubes. And one day Bernard left Stacy for a disheveled photojournalist, two years his senior, who chastised him for stealing a cab she'd just hailed. Why? Because the photojournalist was interesting. "Selfless devotion is boring," says Shechtman. "Bernard could have hired a housekeeper and a caterer. Gratitude for services rendered is no replacement for a stimulating partner. And by failing to cultivate a life of her own, Stacy deprived Bernard of that."
"Having a life of your own is important," says Argov. "When you have your own sense of income and independence, and feel that you can be with or without him, he will smell it and he'll treat you differently."
4. Everything centers on your children. It's easy to succumb to the temptation to make your kids the center of the universe. Don't. For too many parents, running kids to and from soccer practice, dance lessons, and weekend parties becomes an insidious dance of intimacy avoidance.
"Even with young kids, a couple must take private time for themselves," says Pepper Schwartz, PhD, author of five books on love and relationships, and professor of sociology at the University of Washington. "Make a rule that you don't talk about the kids until you download your adult issues and experiences for the day together. Keep kid talk out of the bedroom."
5. You don't have meaningful conversations with your spouse. Does the question, "How was your day?" unleash a monologue, a laundry list of activities, or a cacophony of complaints from you or your partner? If so, you're missing the point of communication.
"Talk to him in a playful way," says Argov. "Banter with him. Be a little sassy and keep it short and sweet. Save the emotional talk for things that are very important to you, and let the rest go -- because when you do raise hell, he has to believe there's merit to it."
****Quality communication is the heart of intimacy. (And you thought it was sex!)**** If you're confused about what constitutes a high-intimacy dialogue, here's a clue: it centers on feelings, not information. "Instead of merely reporting to your partner what happened to you that day, tell her how it made you feel," says Shechtman. "Even if you have only 10 minutes a day to talk to her, make those 10 minutes count."
Affair-Proof Your Marriage
Most of these warning signs are variations on a common theme: abandonment. If you don't care enough to become an interesting partner, if you don't challenge your spouse to be all he or she can be, if you fail to connect with your partner emotionally, you might as well be an uninterested roommate. Abandoning your spouse is the first step to checking out of the relationship.
So what can you do to affair-proof your marriage? The answer can be summed up in three little words, says Shechtman: Get a life.
"Have your own friends," says Dr. Schwartz. "Have a job and hobbies you really care about. Don't cancel everything on the spot just because your partner wants you for something -- show that you have boundaries, commitments, and don't just exist for him. Read, read, read! And then talk about books, articles, movies, and news together. Develop an adventurous relationship based on trips, projects, and hobbies."
"Set goals and work toward them," Shechtman urges. "Immerse yourself in a career or activity that interests you. Don't just hop from one random activity to another. Have a vision of what you want your life to be and do something every day in pursuit of that vision. Take some risks. And challenge your spouse to do the same. Even if it causes some temporary discomfort, remember that a healthy marriage isn't about comfort zones and status quos. If you settle for comfort, your marriage will die.""This is not the '50s anymore," says Argov. "Men tend to view women who don't have goals and objectives as being deadbeat. When they're going to work everyday and pulling all the weight in the relationship, they really begin to resent it when you don't make a contribution."
"There's one other point I would make," Shechtman adds. "Create a rich, rewarding life for yourself and if your spouse did have an affair and ultimately leave you, you would be well-equipped to cope. Interesting people just have more resources, be they money, social connections, or potential new romantic partners. There are no guarantees in marriage. The only person you can count on to always be there is you. Being abandoned by a spouse is far preferable to abandoning yourself." --Additional reporting by Chandni Jhunjhunwala
taken from http://women.msn.com/886301.armx
si Monyet @ 2/07/2005 01:30:00 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Bangun2 dpt sms... tidur cuman 5 jam semalem... tp enakkk bgt... kepala rada berat sih hr ini... trus ntar mesti belajar drive di highway buat G-licensce gw,... kenapa yah Toronto rese getu license aja mesti 3 steps...G1 (written), G2 (road test), G3(permanent n insurance jd lebih murah, di test di highway 10 menit, dah gitu ngulang semua yg di test di G2 juga)anyways, back to the sms this morning... gw cengar cengir bacanya... n langsung tiba2 nulis getuuu... nulis poem yg ada dibawah ini
tadi di gereja, Bishop yg bawa misa nya...mantep banget!
Homili for today: You are the light of the world and the salt of the earth... Let your light shine for others to see. How bright does your light shine? Don't waste the talents God has given you, for it's mocking God... but if you use your talents in the service of others, you glorify God. Be light in the darkness of the world...
"2 bodies but 1 soul?"
Baby it's creepy
That I feel this way
I feel like... I don't know...
It's so hard to explain
Like I've found the other half of me
The other half that...
I dreamed of becoming and finding
But didn't expect to...
I feel that
We complement each other so well
"Two bodies in one soul", you say
You read my mind
Everytime...No words are needed
I can't hide nothin' from ya
You bring out the best in me
You seem to be that "perfect" man
Whom I'd almost given up hope in finding
Is this real?
Hell yeah... I think
You accepted me as I am
No "I'll love you more if..."
But only "Just as you are."
Unconditionally...
I thank God
For all the sorrow and joy in my life
The joy I feel
Of finding that other half of me... in you.
200% by Mathilda. Wow... that has to be like... the deepest-meaning poem I've ever written in this blog. Pheww... the words just flew right out of mind like water.
si Monyet @ 2/06/2005 10:00:00 AM
The words are very deep... I don't think I'll ever be able to bare my soul like that...
Faith Hill- If I'm not in Love
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if this heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much, tonight
If it's just infatuation
Why is my heart achin'
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I'd never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Oh why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Like lovers lost in sweet desire
And why in dreams do I surrender
Like a little baby
How do I explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if this heart is lying then
What I should believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
si Monyet @ 2/06/2005 01:00:00 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
KIMBERLEY LOCKE LYRICS"8th World Wonder"
Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do.
Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you.
The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.
I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known.
But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong.
You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.
It's only been a week, but it's coming over me.
It's making me believe that you're the one for me.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. [x4]
"Have You Ever Been In Love"
I never knew I could fly,
But something is taking me higher than ever,
Like something inside is lifting me up
Until I'm touching heaven.
No matter what the world may bring,
It all comes down to one thing.
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever noticed how
The sky never seemed so blue,
The whole world's in time with you.
Have you ever known that someone
Is gonna be the one,
And no matter what you do,
The sun still shines on you.
Like an angel from above,
Have you ever been in love?
...
"I Can't Make You Love Me"
Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
Dont patronize
Dont patronize me
I cant make you love me
If you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And Ill feel the power
but you wont
No, you wont
Cause I cant make you love me
If you dont
Ill close my eyes
then I wont see
The love you dont feel
when you're holding me
Morning will come
and Ill do whats right
Just give me til then
to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
I cant make you love me
If you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And Ill feel the power
but you wont
No, you wont
Cause I cant make you love me
If you dont
si Monyet @ 2/05/2005 08:10:00 PM
Mulan 2
Watched Mulan 2 on DVD... pretty good...but not as good as the first...
My sister n I cried when Shang (Mulan's fiancé) fell off the bridge... Mulan cried and regretted their arguments earlier...
Can you imagine... having a fight with someone you love very much, and then... when you haven't even got a chance to say you're sorry, that person left or died or whatever... gone forever???? I would be devastated!
But fortunately for Mulan, Shang lived... phew...
Mulan's parents said this about Mulan and Shang, "They're very different...not a very harmonious couple. It's time for us to give them our gift." They then give Shang and Mulan each a piece of their Yin Yang pendant to put on their necks...
"It's a heavy burden, but the differences should make you stronger."
Hiks... terharu gw nontonnyaaaaaa hihihihihihi..cengeng bgt yak gw hihihihi
Dah ah, gak konsen gw... si J gangguin terus... huehehehe... sampe sini dulu deh
si Monyet @ 2/05/2005 06:52:00 PM
INTOXICATED... Ivre de joie... (translation: Wild with joy)
Feeling drunk
But not really
Feeling high
But not really
Feeling over-excited
Yup, definitely Intoxicated
Excited?
Aroused?
Thrilled?
Dizzy?
Euphoric?
Intoxicated that's for sure
Can't sleep?
Don't remember what you had for lunch?
Can't think right?
Can't focus on your duties?
Can't get it out of your head?
Intoxicated
Can't stop thinkin'...
Can't stop wonderin'
Can't stop wishin'
No room for nothin' else
Or nobody else
Yup, intoxicated
There isn't an hour gone by,
without thinkin about him/her?
Or worse, a minute gone by,
without smiling at the thought of him/her?
Man! you got it bad!
You're intoxicated!
Wake up, right now...
Don't be dysfunctional
Cuz it can ruin your life
And all you've achieved
Warning: you'll be disappointed
When the "high" is lukewarm
Or even gone!
And you're left with nothin'
But memories to keep you goin'
Intoxication.... very dangerous physical and mental states to be in
If symptoms persist for a few days/weeks
You haven't got it that bad
For a few months,
You've got it pretty bad
For years,
you've got it bad! It's most likely love
For over 25 years,
It's true love!
For "eternity",
it's beyond description... la vie est parfait!
If you've become dysfunctional or obssessed,
contact a psychiatrist near you.
Have fun while it lasts ^.~
100% by Mathilda. Inspired by :
si Monyet @ 2/05/2005 01:50:00 AM
Friday, February 04, 2005
No title
Lucu deh, judul lagunya.. "Jam karet" huahahaha
I have to go to work...
this is prolly the shortest posting for me
si Monyet @ 2/04/2005 02:18:00 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
"Lie of Romance"The lie of romance... that somewhere there exists someone to complement us in every way, someone who will make us complete.
This illusion keeps us from ever being complete in and of ourselves and eventually encourages us to despise our flaws and shortcomings, everything in which our humanity lies... Our humanity, without which, we are nothing!
Such wonderful poetic simple words, yet the meaning is sooo very deep and true! Quote taken from tv series "Six Feet Under" season 2 disc 4 ( I watched it at work during my break and I had to actually paused the movie n wrote these words down)
Anyways, been a wonderful day... no anal people at work, everything is ok... the weather is not so cold, and except for the lack of sleep, I feel great...
So, since I'm so hungry, I'm gonna get sumthin to eat... I know it's midnight (almost) n it's bad to eat late at night.. but I'm hungry, so... screw it!
si Monyet @ 2/03/2005 11:44:00 PM
Oh man!
So finally I poured out so much of me today.. never done it before... it was scary n it was damn hard....
After all that, X's response was "speechless, shocked" that's it! And sumthin about bungee jumping... huh???? whateverrrr
So I was honest to my best fren Fiona today... it was soooo hard, but it felt good afterwards... u'd think it's gunna be easier for girls to have a heart-to-heart talk on guys n stuff... but when the talk is serious, boy... so hard to get the right words out!
I ended up being a therapist to this fren of mine who's depressed about life in general... and what made it worse, the whole family thinks she 's different and there's sumthin wrong with her... I see her as a genuinely nice person... and u know what... she's beginning to feel weird just cuz her family told her there's sumthin wrong with her... what kind of a family is that??? Anyways, it was sad and I wish I could have helped more...
If I have super powers, I wanna fish her out of her destructive environment... but all I couold do was just listen and give some words of wisdom and told her some of the stuff I went thru and that we can always rise again... if only we believe... cuz we have the power in us and NO ONE should make us feel bad about being alive! Screw those mean people...
Anyway, gonna take a shower now... tired and I have a class in the morning... full day tomorrow... *sigh*... it's been a hell of a day! My life's changed by what I did today... is it a bad thing or a good thing, only time will reveal... we shall see... the future is unknown... Whatever will be, will be... the future's not ours to see (quoting the song that I'm sure y'all know)
Ciaoooo
si Monyet @ 2/03/2005 01:01:00 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
I'm sooo screwed!POsting gw yg ke-4 buat hr ini... gilaaa.. paling banyak posting neh gw hr ini.
Gw barusan pulang kuliah, abis exam. Mau nangis neh gw... kan nih exam neh gw clueless banget (gak gw doang sih, yang laen juga pada clueless gitu).
gw tuh gak tau mesti pelajarin apa n inti dr pelajaran ini tuh apa... hiks
Ya udah deh, gw masuk ruangan exam tuh dgn dag dig dug...trus ditambah, professornya tuh tau nama gw. Taunya gara2 gw dateng ke seminar minggu lalu, ttg research study on relationships.
Nah, prof gw ini kebetulan yg nilai Jane Dalton (cw yg ngasih seminar ini) yg mau lamar kerja di Uni of Toronto campus gw. Kebetulan cuman ada 2 murid yang hadir, gw n Carla (murid kelas dia, laen pelajaran).
Ya udah deh, dia jadi bawel ngajak2 gw ngobrol gitu.
Trus, jadinya, tadi gw exam duduk paling depan (disuruh sama dia), trus dia tuh ngeliat2in jawaban gw mulu... kan gw tambah nervous tuh! sialannnn banget deh pokoknya... huhuhuhu... trus liat2in student card gw, pokoknya sibuk bgt deh mondar mandir didepan gw lirik2 exam gw getuuu.
Huaaaaaa pokoknya, kalo tadinya tuh pertama2 gw liat questionsnya pala gw pusing, selanjutnya gw rasanya mau mampus, gituuu.
Asli tuh exam... gw tuh sampe bengong aja... gak pernah gw ngerjain exam tuh sampe clueless gini! Huaaaaa
Udah deh, pokoknya gw kalo pass aja udah syukurrr banget deh... jgn fail ajaaa huhuhuhuhu
Trus udah selesai exam gw tanya2 ama yg laen, rupanya mereka juga clueless! jawabannya pada gini "this is the weirdest course I've ever taken in my life!" langsung gw angguk2 "Same here, I thought I was the only one clueless." hahaha lumayan lega juga sih.
Nah, kan tadi gw di campus kosong 8 jam, gara2 gw males pulang, pikiran mau belajar2 lagi di study space. Taunyaaaa seharian gw di depan computer...ngutak ngatik, posting di blog ini (liat kan betapa panjangnya postingan gw yg sebelon ini), email, sms, dll
Seharian tuh gw gak productive sama sekali! Apa gak tambah stress tuh gw, menyadari betapa malesnya gw ini...
Trus, sambil dengerin music di MP3 player, gw ketiduran bentar...hehehe... trus bangun2, malah nulis2 poems... trus waktu dengerin lagunya "Can't we try"-Dan Hill n Vonda Shepard, gw tuh sediiiihhh getu, ampe mau nangis getu... mana emang lagunya tuh mellow gitu lagiii
Trus dengerin lagunya "Beautiful"-Jennifer Paige... sedih juga... trus lagunya Bryan Adams-"I'll always be right there" sedih juga... pokoknya gw tuh sampe gimanaaaa getu... mana pusing mikirin soal exam, ditambah yg gak karu2an... huhuhuhu
Gw akhirnya nulis 2 poems di jam kosong itu, sambil merenung2 sendiri, pikiran dah gak tau kemana dah tuh...
Poemsnya tuh gw usaha dikkkitttt buat rhyme, hehehe..jadi campur2 deh, yang rhyme n gak rhyme semua campur aduk...
poem 1:
Almost sorry it happened
It turned my world upside down
Embracing this joy
And sorrow at the same time
Cuz somehow I know
It's never meant to be?
Dman these butterfly-giving songs
Tales of love
Tales of heartache
Tales of struggle
Stepping into the unknown
It's scary, I know
So sorry it happened
But hey, at least I've experienced
What many never did
And wished they had,
Even just once in their life
Is this real? Only time will tell
Life and its many surprises
Thought I could put it aside
Thought I had it all under control
I know it's been a while
Since I experienced it
Well maybe I never really did in the past
Gotta stay focused
Being unprepared causes emotions to arise
The unexpected shakes me up
This can be destructive
That's what I've learned
But I also learned...to express myself
Kayaknya kagak ada yg rhyme yah??? huahaha... bodo ahhh
poem 2:
Am I sorry
That I let this happen?
Yes, I am
No, I'm not
Yes cuz it disrupts my life
No cuz it's wonderful
But one thing for sure,
I'm venturing into the unknown
Ain't it scary
That we know so little
Though it seems a lot
We know nothing, really
Don't tell me what's on your mind
Cuz I don't think I can handle it
It seems too much to bear
My defences are down
How could I let this happen?
The more I deny,
the more intense it becomes
It's so complicated
Don't wanna hurt ya
Like I've done
To others before ya
Don't you understand?
Oh please understand...
Or... piss off!
100% by Mathilda... Feb 1, 2005... U of T Scarborough campus, H-wing,6.30 pm.
si Monyet @ 2/01/2005 09:47:00 PM
Gw lagi iseng banget... mampir ke blog org, yg gak sengaja gw ke klik X, jd lupa websitenya... huhuhuhu... trus nih cw ternyata virgo juga sama kayak gw. Ya udah aja, daripada bosen gw di kampus (udah eneg belajar), gw iseng2 cari2 aja ttg virgo... what people wrote about Virgos... bukan future predictions lo yah, gw gak percaya yg begitu2an. Ini cuman virgo personalities and about Virgo in general... enjoy...
those who know me ya bakal ngakak2 deh ngetawain gw... biarin! ini for fun aja kok buat gw. lagian kan bukan berarti semua virgo memenuhi criteria ini ya kannn... Our experiences n our past shape us into who we are today, so no matter what the zodiak says, we have the final word on who we wanna be... to me, there's always room for improvement and I will strive for "perfection" (cuz there's only apparent perfection, just like there's only apparent truth), because to not do so is an excuse to just stay in the stage that u are in now and not improve... gimana yah, Indonya tuh: cuman alasan aja untuk gak memperbaiki diri sendiri...jd harus selalu "betulin" n improve diri sendiri... sampe mati huehehehe
source:http://mysite.verizon.net/vze2mggp/virgo.htmVirgo is reserved, modest, practical, discriminating and industrious, analytical and painstaking seeking to know and understand.-->yeah baby, takes more than a lifetime to fully know me!
RULING PLANET Mercury: Ancient god of communication and commerce. In astrology, Mercury rules intelligence and reason, and predisposes toward a high-strung temperament
SYMBOL The Virgin: Representing purity, modesty, industriousness, service to fellow workers.-->anything for u baby...yeah rite!
GLYPH (WRITTEN SYMBOL) The symbol represents a Virgin, for it is a pictograph of the human reproductive organs closed and untouched. In symbolic terms, the glyph is a straight line connected to two curved lines, one of which is crossed. This represents wisdom tied to feeling and emotion, and crossed by practicality. -->,em>whateverrr
DOMINANT KEYWORD: I ANALYZE---> kalo gw bilang ini bener bgt! hahaha
Virgo is the sign of work and self-improvement. Its natives are perfectionists who dissect facts in order to find the truth and obtain all the information available. -->bener bgt gak sih tuh, gilaaa... gw bgt! hihihihi Pisces, Virgo's opposite sign, is the sign of illusion and self-deception. Pisceans are prone to dreaminess, vagueness, self-delusion, and escapism.
PART OF THE BODY RULED BY VIRGO The nervous system and the intestines: Virgoans are prone to illness caused by stress and nervous tension. They are particularly susceptible to ulcers. -->gw sih bukan ulcers yah, tp sering bgt stomach cramps (apalagi kalo lagi bulannya)
DANGER Virgo people sometimes arouse anger and violence in others because of their tendency to interfere, their critical tongues, and unemotional attitudes.-->kalo gw mau jujur sih, ini bener bgt! tp motivasi dibalik itu semua buat gw itu cuman krn gw CARE lho... terlalu care makanya jd gituuuuu huhuhuuhhu... mesti ditahan neh **gw emang suka bgt introspeksi diri, I'm very self-conscious, mungkin krn gw perfectionist bgt kali yak??**
Your most likeable trait: CONSCIENTIOUSNESS --> gak bakal lupa gw ttg quality ini di diri gw... semua guru2 n temen2 high school gw bilang getuuuuu... hihihihi.. tp kalo sekarang sih kayaknya gak apply buat gw lagi yak... sedihnyaaa
THE real drama of Virgo's personality is interior. To the world you may give an impression of calm authority, but you are aware of your own nervous, restless, controlled intensity, the desire to be up and doing, rearranging, improving. You can exhaust yourself more by simply sitting still than others do moving around.-->gillaaaa...jadi maluuu gw! emang gw tuh kayak cacing kepanasan, gak bisa diem, duduk aja kagak bisa diem bowww... sampe sering bikin meja2 bergetar dgn goyang2 kaki mulu n change sitting position mulu
The planet Mercury, which rules both Virgo and Gemini, inclines its subjects toward constant activity. However, in Gemini the nervous energy is directed primarily toward stimulation and adventure, while in Virgo the ceaseless drive is to accomplish and perfect.-->sialan, kedengerannya gak enak bgt yak!
It's impossible for Virgos to put off until tomorrow what might be done today, or to do later what might be done now. -->hmmm kalo dulu waktu high school iya, tp sekarang.. waduh, jd malu gw... malesnyaaaa You are, in a word, organized. Your idea of taking it easy would seem like hard work to most people. You are not a daydreamer, you're a day-doer.Your emotional life is a constant striving to bring order out of chaos. Although you have a great capacity for love, love alone is not enough for you to be happy. You need more than a mate, home, children, friends; You must justify your life. -->those of u who know me will have to agree with me on this one, right?
Intelligence is the hallmark of your sign. The symbol is a young woman gathering wheat, and Virgo people harvest information, assimilate facts, and put what they learn to practical use. You have an excellent memory, an analytical mind, and are known for crystal-clear thinking. You also have a keen ability to probe into human motivations. People like to check their plans with you before putting them in action because you have microscopic vision when it comes to detecting a flaw. -->memang betul bgt neh, gw tuh tukang nge-cek assignment org2 (tp pake bhs Inggris lho yah, kalo indo sih gak guna lo dateng ke gw, malahan dpt NOL tuh assignment lo)n gw gak tahan bgt kalo liat mistakes, mesti benerin(kayak OCD-obssessive compulsive disorder bukan terhadap germs,tp terhadap mistakes!) atau pura2 gak liat n ngibrit jauh2 biar gak kesel sendiri huhuhuhu... makanya gw tuh suka kritik hihihi
Your superb logic cuts through muddled thinking like a laser beam. Because you believe life should be approached rationally, you are without peer in solving knotty problems or tangled disputes. You are convinced that a reasoned presentation of the facts will carry the day. Until you have the facts before you, you are reluctant to make a decision. Your faith is not in Chinese fortune cookies or in weighing-machine cards, but in facts, and you distrust ideas that don't stand up to critical appraisal or people who make emotional judgments --> bener gak yah yg ini, gw gak yakin huahahaha..tp gw admit, keseringan bener bgt sih!
The first thing you learned about money matters is that money does matter. Although you tend to be critical of your own ability in financial affairs, no one is better than you at staying within a budget. You aren't tempted into foolish ventures. Your bank balances usually jibe to the decimal point. You want the finest but rarely overpay, and you have a built-in resistance against self-indulgence. One of your major faults is that you don't see the forest for the trees. A preoccupation with neatness and precision sometimes limits your breadth of vision.-->phew! kalo yg ini sih gak gw banget! nyokap gw sering ngomel kalo gw tuh boros kayak bokap gw hihihi... it's ur fault, dad! hahaha
That estimable faith in logic also confines your imagination and leaves you a little shy on inspiration, too dependent on established practices and methods. Your nature is to look back and analyze rather than push forward in a new direction. You must know the why and how of everything. Virgo is a mutable sign, however, so you can adjust easily to change once you find a way of fitting the new situation into your routine. -->lagi lagi bener! makanya individual projects gw jarang ada yg selesai, abis dibenerin mulu, jd kapan maju2nya... semakin banyak diliat tuh hasil2 karya gw rasanya semakin banyak salahnya siiiiihhh gimana donggg. Tp sekarang gw lagi berusaha utk lebih gak ngikutin rules2(contohnya, nulis poem, nulis script, dll) jadi lebih "freestyle" getu.. lebih original... kebetulan juga gw emang gak bisa nulis poems yg rhyme hihihi jd pas deh!
You may run into difficulty because of a tendency to complicate everything. No problem is ever simple for Virgo. For every answer you've got a question, and making mountains out of molehills is one of your specialties. Your nature is shy and reserved-->tau ajaaaa looo; it's hard for you to relax, to make small talk or be gregarious with strangers. You prefer one-on-one encounters, in which you can offer the full benefit of your sharp insights and discerning opinions. That's also when people discover how well-read, perceptive, charming, and witty you are. A highly developed sense of discrimination may lead you to be hypercritical.-->duhhhhh lagi lagi nyinggung gw nehhhh sialan...iya deh, gw emang hypercritical of everything, gw akuinnnn You are unsatisfied with things as they are and continue to analyze situations and people in the hope of finding a way to make them better.
At times your finely tuned sensibilities can even make you unhappy, for they give you a heightened awareness of the world's imperfections. However, you resist criticism of your faults from others. It's a rare Virgo who takes criticism well or who can admit to being in the wrong. You are health-conscious and try to make sure you get enough vitamins and go for regular checkups at the dentist. However, in this as in other areas, you can't help being a worrier. As a result you are prone to tension and nervous ailments. Hypochondria is common among Virgos.-->akhirnya dengan BANGGA gw bisa bilang: ini salah besarrrr buat gw!karena gw tuh self-conscious bgt, gw tuh selalu dengerin criticism org n gw renungin sehari semalem! gila yak... sampe stress sendiri jadinya huahaha... dan soal health-conscious, gw akuin emang gw iya, tp justru itu gw kagak mau ke dokter n ke dentist, dll... karena gw gak percaya dokter (mereka juga manusia biasa)... n obat2an itu gak baik, kecuali kalo lo kena AIDS atau daya tahan tubuh lo lemah, getuuu
YOU AND VIRGO WOMAN
A warm loving relationship brings out the best in anyone born under this sign because basically you are kind, devoted and very loyal. When your affections are engaged you tirelessly try to serve loved ones. They will never have to worry about who's going to keep the checkbook balanced, or look after them when they are ill.-->,em>bukan berarti lo bisa memanfaatkan gw yak... siapa aja yg berani coba2 manfaatin gw, mampus lo! hihihi sadis yah... tp gw belon menemukan ke-loyal-an gw tuh
malahan cepet bgt bosen, apalagi soal cowo! pfft
SHE keeps her passions under a tight rein. but underneath emotions are surging. Outwardly she may appear calm, sometimes even remote and unreachable, for the quintessential Virgo has a serene, almost classic repose. Yet hers is one of the most conflicted signs. Basically, Virgo woman distrusts and is a little afraid of emotion.-->afraid sih kagak lah yau, cuman otak mesti digunain juga dong... kalo pake emotions aja bisa disruptive lho, gak ada yg beres ntar jadinya To her it represents the unknown, turbulent sea on which she may be set adrift without map or compass or rudder. Because of this a man may wonder if she isn't a bit cold. She isn't. Virgo's enormous capacity for loving will pour out, as from a rich treasury, once her emotions are unlocked. Virgo is a much misunderstood sign, and Virgo women particularly are often characterized as timid, evasive, reserved. This is also untrue. What Virgo women do have is selfpossession, a sense of passion that is controlled by discipline.-->maksudnya apaan nehhhhh
Virgo is an earth sign, and like all the earth signs (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn) she is an enigmatic combination of sensuality and conservatism. The Virgo woman likes men, but she is very careful about allowing herself to become too involved with them. She fears being trapped into a long term living arrangement with the wrong man. Before she marries or enters into a meaningful affair, she is careful to take note where the exit doors are.-->huahaha asli gw ngakak abis bacanya... memang gw selalu gitu tuh... abis cowo2 yg gw temuin selama ini are not to-be-kept sih... *sigh* tp kalo soal emotions, gw jujur bgt lho sama diri gw sendiri, walaupun gak sama tuh cowo kalo lagi "in luv", tp gw jujur setidaknya ke temen2 baek gw, gw kan selalu merenung... hihihi kebanyakan mikir n merenung ya gw ini...tinggal di goa aja kali ye... meditasi terussss dah!
For a Virgo woman, falling in love can take a long time.-->kalo gw cepet lho, cepet fall out of love juga...tp kalo "falling in luv" yg beneran sih kayaknya belon pernah ya She moves forward step by step, revealing the layers of her deep sensitivity, learning to trust. She is discriminating. Rather than go out with a man who doesn't interest her, she'll stay home and read a good book.-->hehehe cuman bisa nyengir dah gw This does not mean (as some have tried to imply) that she thinks lovemaking is a poor substitute for a good book. It's just that she doesn't mind waiting for Mr. Right to come along.--> oh bukan don't mind waiting lagi, gak dpt juga gpp kok huahaha yg penting gw happy and blessed! When he does he will find behind her cool facade a real woman waiting, warm and responsive. Meanwhile, her off-putting manner has served a useful purpose. It kept Mr. Wrong from intruding where he was not wanted.-->,em>makanya cowo2 takut bgt ama gw kali yak, abis gw nyeremin n judes hehehe The real clue to understanding Virgo woman's amorous nature is to remember that she believes in true love.-->oh yeah baby, I do believe in true love n only true love should motivate ppl to get married, not romantic and erotic love! When she truly loves, her inhibitions are never in control of her passions. However, this is not a woman you can take for granted.--> iya lho, jgn coba2 manfaatin gw, u'll be sorry that u ever know me! You must strive hard to win her, please her, fulfill her. If you can, you will have a partner who pays you back in lifelong dividends of love, loyalty, and happiness.--> duh nih kata2 gak tahaaannnn bowwww
ada bagian "HOW TO ATTRACT A VIRGO" yg gak akan gw tulis disini... huahahaha... gak gitu apply buat gw sih kebanyakan n hal2 yg bener-nya itu deadly buat gw...gw bisa mati kemakan, man! Maksud gw, itu memang ampuh buat bikin gw "falling" huahaha.... so... let's drop that topic, ok!
Hal2 yg setelah bagian ini gak gw baca, abis terlalu astronomical n unrealistic... lebih ke predictions n superstitions getu... males bacanya...
ada lagi neh... dr http://www.maxpages.com/inthestars/Virgo
Virgo's In A Nutshell
Virgos are workaholics and tend to put business before pleasure on all accounts.-->kalo gw malah suka nunda2 kerjaan lho sekarang hmmm, dulu rajin bgt They give great service to others and the jobs they tend to do will be to help others in the best possible way.-->impian gw neh
They are an earth sign and it shows in everything they do. Their emotional side is usually buried rather deep inside of them but once released they make great friends and even better lovers.-->gak buried deep down lah... malahan gw cengeng lho, nonton kartun aja bisa nangis, apalagi film sedih... sialan!
Virgos are also perfectionists in their own right and have to have things go their way but they do try their very hardest to put things right.
They are very sexy if you dig deep and they often stay married in later life as they do not usually show their feelings too much. They would much rather keep themselves to themselves where emotions are concerned.-->emmm, when I say "luv", I have to mean it and it has to be for the right person, itu aja, n so far belon ada tuh the "right" person (kalo yg luv menyangkut cowo lhooo)...
Virgo's Positive Traits
Virgos are sensible thinkers, pratical and very doen to earth. They make great employees as they are reliable and hard working. Virgo's also make good lovers because of their warm and sexy personality.
They are also dependable, helpful, intellegent and quite happy to do thing away from the limelight unlike their Leo friends.-->maksudnya apa nehhh???
Virgos are highly hygienic, clean and not messy in anyway at all.-->mau liat kamar gw? jangan deh... berantakannn!
Virgo's Negative Traits
Virgos tend to moan endlessly and can also be quite annoying at times. They act as doormats at times and are very obsessed with detail especially work issues.
They worry about everything under the sun and hardly get any sleep because of that fact. Virgos tend to lack humour and can never take a joke however funny it may be to others.-->gw justru paling gampang tidur n paling suka tidurrrr... kayaknya gw hypersomnia neh (kebanyakan tidur)hehehe...trus yg virgos lack humors=gw gak tuh, gw tuh gampang bgt ketawa lho... malahan, keseringan, I see everything as a joke soalnya I try to see the funny side of things gitu... jd jgn tersinggung yak kalo gw ketawa terus, bukannya ngetawain elo kok
Udah ah... cukup deh... ntar gw gak mysterious lagi... huhuhuhu... nah lo2 semua udah tau buanyak bgt yak ttg gw jadinya... jadi jgn marah2 yah kalo gw suka ngomel, itu demi kebaikan lo2 pada juga soalnya... cape tauuu ngomel2 terus... hihihi... makanya gw dijulukin "mom" ama org2 yg kenal gw... sial!
si Monyet @ 2/01/2005 01:34:00 PM
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